13th December 2008 Pre-welcome back party for Michelle..

It was around 8:30 pm when i gotten a called from Michelle,she told me to get dress..and that time i was just beginnin' to eat my lunch/dinner.I told her i was in the middle of eatin my lunch/dinner and her replied was "Sooo?! Get dress now! I give you 10 mins". And i was like "Oi,i still have to put on my make-up!". And Michelle said "I know..that's why go and get ready now.We're on the way".In my head i was sayin WTF..they know that i take at least 1 hour to get everything done esp.my make up.They can't rush perfection..haha! All i know is that we had a blast on that day..On the way to Bangsar,while in the car..we decided to create a sort of a game/dare.And no one are allowed to back out from it nor give excuses.And we all agree,but when the dare hit us..no one had the guts or courage to do it.And thats the funny part..Me and Michelle had a target,but we didnt do anything about it. Til this day we regret not doin' anything about it.Rong Rong said that he was looking at me when i exited the bathroom..and that was my cue to flirt with him.Fuck!!!!!
But while i was chillin at the table,i juz looked at him and he did the same.And that frighten the shit out of me..i told michelle and she said "Go for it,do your dare now!!".
So after dinner,me,michelle & Rong Rong wanted to hit a club.So Rong Rong said she wanted to check out Mist club.And we agreed with her..but once we entered,the place was boring.There were like 6 ppl there not includin the workers..and here is where michelle found her target.The bouncer,whom she is crazy for.He has a long hair n a pierced nose.Which she totally loved!! And once we headed out the bouncer whom michelle adores talk to me. He said "Goin' back already?". I said "Yea". He said "So fast..". I said "No one in the club..so empty".Then he said "Still early..stay a little longer".And i said "Next time,we'll come back..she has a curfew and needs to be back at 12 sharp".And the was michelle's cue to flirt back and ask for his number!!Michelle,if you're reading this..YOU'RE STUPID!! YOU LOST YOUR CHANCE IN GETTIN HIS NUMBER!!!!!!!.And the moral of this story is "We only live once,
so live in the moment and don't back down from a dare!" hahaha...
Love you guys alot..Can't wait for our next outting.. I'm countin the days!

I Am Stronger.......

Britney Spears-Stronger.

Ooh hey, yeah Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own But now I’m…
[Chorus:]
Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong‘Cause now I’m…

[CHORUS:]
Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger
Come on, now Oh, yeah
Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go

[Repeat CHORUS]
Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger...

Making Memories Of Us - Keith Urban

I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Come your way

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust making memories of us
Oh Baby

*Dedicated to me from Roger E.*

Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like
nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see
the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see
the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore,anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see
the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see
the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

*Another song i listen too*

Tell Me- Joey Albert

There are nights when I can’t help but cry
And I wonder why you had to leave me

[2nd Stanza]
Why did it have to end so soon
When you said that you would never leave me

CHORUS
Tell me, where did I go wrong
What did I do to make you change your mind completely
When I thought this love would never end
But if this love’s not ours to have
I’ll let it go with your goodbye


[Repeat 2nd stanza]
[Repeat CHORUS]


*The Song i'm listenin to now*