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Saturday, July 10, 2010
Things he does that makes me smile & laugh .. ♥
A text message that left me heartbroke and sad ..
"It's not about what's the plan.. It's what behind it ..maybe i'm the one paranoid here but i know tht u all avoiding something...please don't talk to me now cause my mood is imbalance... I scare I do something I regret..ciao ".
Well,he thought we were avoidin something,which is true. But its something that he doesn't really know the full story. Send him a facebook inbox message. Hopefully he would understand.
Yesterday he was behavin' in a manner which i didn't like. It hurt me to the max to see him being this way to me. And it made me cry. My mind was over the place,i couldn't think straight.
He didn't want to tell me where he was ..he was being stubborn.
Doesn't he know how fragile i am ?
I've been thru so many heartache and failed relationship which left me devastated.
Finally,he text me tellin' that he was in Barkath. I didn't reply,then he called. At that time,i was cryin like fuck in the living room,ALONE. Wishin he was there to comfort me. But he wasn't.
I had things planned out for us,which failed. Due to the problem we were goin' thru.
Ended up,i went out. I needed a drive. I know its stupid to go to the bank around 4 am. It's like a sign for people to rob me.
I went to barkath to pick a friend up,and she followed me to the bank. I just needed a drive to calm my thoughts down.
Went back to barkath to drop my friend off. She told me to park my car. I lepak for awhile. She told me to go over and said hi to him,but i didn't want too.
I sat down mindin' my own business. Then,i slowly turned around to see him.
He was standin' and lightin' a cigarette. Thought he was headin' to the bathroom,but he was headin' to my table. He sat next to me. We both smiled.
But the tension is still there,i could feel it.
Before he left,he came again to my table,said goodbye to everybody. And he kiss me goodbye.
I stayed abit longer,then i got a text from him,tellin' me not to stay out so late. But at that time,i was headin' back home. And i even decided to call him.
Things is better now,but the tension is still there. And things aren't the same like before. Don't know if its just me or i think way too much.
Here's to hopefully wishin' that the tension between us is gone. I want things to be back to normal.
[ FML ~]
Well,he thought we were avoidin something,which is true. But its something that he doesn't really know the full story. Send him a facebook inbox message. Hopefully he would understand.
Yesterday he was behavin' in a manner which i didn't like. It hurt me to the max to see him being this way to me. And it made me cry. My mind was over the place,i couldn't think straight.
He didn't want to tell me where he was ..he was being stubborn.
Doesn't he know how fragile i am ?
I've been thru so many heartache and failed relationship which left me devastated.
Finally,he text me tellin' that he was in Barkath. I didn't reply,then he called. At that time,i was cryin like fuck in the living room,ALONE. Wishin he was there to comfort me. But he wasn't.
I had things planned out for us,which failed. Due to the problem we were goin' thru.
Ended up,i went out. I needed a drive. I know its stupid to go to the bank around 4 am. It's like a sign for people to rob me.
I went to barkath to pick a friend up,and she followed me to the bank. I just needed a drive to calm my thoughts down.
Went back to barkath to drop my friend off. She told me to park my car. I lepak for awhile. She told me to go over and said hi to him,but i didn't want too.
I sat down mindin' my own business. Then,i slowly turned around to see him.
He was standin' and lightin' a cigarette. Thought he was headin' to the bathroom,but he was headin' to my table. He sat next to me. We both smiled.
But the tension is still there,i could feel it.
Before he left,he came again to my table,said goodbye to everybody. And he kiss me goodbye.
I stayed abit longer,then i got a text from him,tellin' me not to stay out so late. But at that time,i was headin' back home. And i even decided to call him.
Things is better now,but the tension is still there. And things aren't the same like before. Don't know if its just me or i think way too much.
Here's to hopefully wishin' that the tension between us is gone. I want things to be back to normal.
[ FML ~]
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