Happy Anniversary Baby ♥

          
                                                  Happy 3 mths Anniversary Baby ♥


Ps : I love you lots baby and don't ever forget that :)

One Word ...

FRUSTRATED ...........


That's what i'm feeling right now,so fuckin' frustrated til i feel like cryin !
                                                Argghhhh .. fuck my life !

What's wrong with me ?!

Argghh .. What's wrong with me ? like seriously. I'm finally happy and in love and i'm in a relationship with someone who was a close friend to me at first. And now,it looks like i'm ruining it. Fuck !
Yes,i'm a jealous person and yes,i have a jealousy issue. Thanks to all my past failed relationships due to that fact they were in a relationship,but they were flirtin' behind my back. Yes,Thank you to all my past mutha-fuckers ex'es. Fuck you !
I'm can't deal with guys who has alot of girl-friends. And i can't take it even more when the guy tend to listen to their girl-friends than the girlfriend. My confident level ain't high ok. I know how i look compare to the other girls out there. Arghhhhhhh ... fuck my life. Seriously. And i've got trust issue. Its hard for me to trust someone due to the fact that i'm scared of gettin' hurt,gettin' played or cheated on.
I just don't want to go back to that stage,that hurt stage. Hate being there and i never ever want to go back there. Never ever wanna shed a tear unless its a tear of joy. I know its all part of life experiences but fuck it. I've been through enough and i don't think that i would be strong enough to get back on my feet and start all over. Enough is enough. Can't go back to that unhappy phase in my life again.
Finally,i found someone who love me for who i am. And i don't wanna screw it up !

Debbie,Don't screw it up ..seriously !
Fuck.My.Life !
   

The Things He Does That Brightens Up My Day .. ♥

The Chocolate which he bought for me,my fav. 

Stopped by 7-Eleven,coz Sam had to get a few items for his late night studyin'. I didn't expect him to get me anything,like seriously. But he did. My favorite chocolate. As he was comin' to the car,i was starin' at his bag due to the fact he bought alot of stuff and milk. I didn't notice the chocolate at all. And to my surprise,he handed it to me. I was touched. I didn't know how to react. But i was a happy child =D.
Oh,and this reminds me of a song .. muahahaha.


"Every time I close my eyes
All I can think of is you and me
Oh baby can't you see

That everything you do
Everything that you do
Makes me wanna go...
Everything you say
Everything that you say
Makes me wanna go... "