My Love ♥

Well,well its been awhile since i wrote on my blog. And i've even gave it a new look. So,what do you think of it ? I kinda miss my old outlook,but hey,its time for a change.
I bet you guys must be wonderin' "why in hell am i up so early?".Its becoz i couldn't sleep at all,kept on thinkin' about stuff which made me roll in bed tryin' to find my comfortable spot.Sadly,i only managed to sleep about an hour. FML ~ !
And i have loads of updates to share with you. For starters,i'm seein' someone.Which is serious. No nonsense or hanky panky goin' on. I'm serious about this guy.I love him to bits. And the funny thing is,we started out as friends.Then slowly we hang out alot and became close,which leads to feelings to grow.
I never expected him to love me in return,but he did. Surprisingly. Which came has a huge shock to me. I'm not fuckin' kiddin'.To honestly tell you,he is not like other guys i've dated (i know you heard me say this a million of times..so what? like i give a fuck !).
Things started between me and him were kinda shocking,funny and weird ? i don't even know if weird is the right word to use here. Hahaha .. Well,it all started me & him as friends.Not close friends but normal friends,more so to the "Hi" and "Bye" sort of thing. And i remember clearly the first time i met him.He was damn fuckin' snobbish and he couldn't give a fuck about me.He was mindin' his own business and so was i. I was at barkath with a friend of mine sittin' near the shisha place as usual and he was at the next table to ours with his friend,Nick.
Me and my friend can't stop to notice their table coz his friend was actin' like an idiot and started to dance in the middle of the street. Which caught our freakin' attention and made us roll our eyes with the thought "what the fuck he is doin ?? he is such a retard !".And we can't help but to start laughin' with Alex.I think Alex felt kinda of embarrass 'bout his friend dancin' and makin' a fool out of himself.
By the time,he kinda had long hair at that time which gave him an "emo/gothic" look.I must admit he is cute,but i wasn't interested in him at that time. And he kinda got my curious bout his race.Coz he can speak Arabic but he doesn't look Arabic at all. Slowly,Alex introduce me to him and Nick.
But at that time,i've became close to nick and not him. My biggest regret is being close to Nick,coz he cannot be trusted and he tends to back stab people like fuck and create huge lie about ppl and himself.
And as time goes by,we started talkin' and gettin' to know each other. He didn't know i was into rock and so,that became our topic (not all the time la).He would introduce me to some latest group,which i never heard of. I've been outdated from the rock scene for a long time (and you can't blame me for that).
Found him to be a very interesting person,but not sure about his character (in the sense of treatin' a girl ) coz he hangs out with alex and a retard like nick. Coz both of them are assholes ! And slowly,we became close,i would send him home and fetch him,together we would head to barkath. And that time,he had a gf. Which he told me about . At that time,i was interested in someone else and i couldn't really give a damn about anything.Til,shit happened. He and a bunch of my friends were there to support me and cheer me up. I still have the message he sent me. And slowly,i've begin to develop feelings for him.
Which i didn't knew i had for him. Oh,it started when he had a hair cut ,which i couldnt stop starin' and lookin' at him alot. It was our first clubbin' together with Alex and Nick. And he was my body guard that night. Still remember it as if it was yesterday.
But i ain't goona talk about it..haha. Anyway,as i was sayin'. Fuck,now i can't remember. Sorry,was daydreamin' about him..(so sue me!)
Had feelings for him,which i would tell 2 friends of mine. We would conference alot,privately. And i would emo to them about it. And i remember gettin' drunk and tellin' another friend of mine (which is a guy,which i shouldn't,but i did..fuck my mouth when im high.) And that time,he was with his gf (just imagine how emo i was !). Long story cut short,slowly being textin' him and askin' him to join our outtin'. And i found out he has feelings for me as well (can you sense that i'm one fuckin' happy child ?? muahahaha ...).
And we both lived happily ever after ..you know the endin. We ended up together . And it has been a month plus. My life couldn't be much happier minus the drama in my life =).

I love you,Sam ! ♥