Snoopin' can lead to jealousy ..

Since i couldn't sleep,i log in to facebook played Frontierville and when to my sayang's page.Click on his blog and began readin' (more like snoopin'). Saw alot of interesting things in there. And one particular post caught my attention. Which was about one of his ex and he dedicate it to her. And he kinda wrote a message for his ex at the end of his blog by sayin "Baby,when you read this,you should noe that i love you lots <3
Lucky to have eeu in my life".Can you sense that i'm freakin' jealous even though it was his ex or his past ?? Fuck my tendency to snoop ! Fuck my itchy hands ! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .. !
Now the curious-ness in me in out of the bag..and as the sayin' goes "curiosity killed the cat". Ahhh .. fuck myself.
I don't even know why in hell am i jealous for,seriously.She was his past. Lord.
Maybe is because of what he wrote to her. Honestly,IT IS !
And partly because he never said that to me .. fuck,now i'm emo !
And the worst part is,i'm dyin' to know who she is.. Fuck ! Now i'm fuckin emo ..
That's it,im done writing .. gonna go to my corner and emo the day away. FML ~