I had the weirdest dream ever.Which was kind of the reason why i only had like an hour of sleep,and yet,i'm still fuckin' active but at the same time,i'm stonin'.
I tend to get alot of weird dreams which causes me to think alot.And it tend to screw up my judgment and the way i see things.So yea,fuck my brains!
The dream started out like an ordinary dream,and suddenly the tables turned.I was being cheated by my bf with a close friend of mine (fuck my fuckin' life).I found out that they have been flirtin' behind my back for about a month.He confess to her that he regretted being with me and choosin' me,and that his true feelings belong to her (what the fuck wei !).My friend being the noble one,told me everything he told her,but yet,she had intentions of being with him too.
I acted normal when i was with him,but inside my heart i was hurt.He didn't want to tell it to me,i don't know why in hell.I couldn't take it much longer i just drove off and he was havin' a puzzled look on his face,wonderin' why i drove off without tellin' him where i was goin'. And so,my so called friend of mine told him that she had a talk with me,tellin' me everything he said to her.
He kept on callin' me but i didn't pick up his phone nor my other friends who called.And in my dreams,i went away to somewhere to disappear and clear my mind of what had happened.Thinkin' why did this happen? was it my fault that he fell for my friend? .I still love him with all my heart and losin' him killed my reason of living.And when i was away,he was textin' me everyday..worried of me (then you shouldn't have said what you have said babeh). After a few months,i return back to Malaysia.Head to the place where it all began.He wasn't there,but she was.They were all shock to see me and see that i've lost so much weight,that i look lethargic . I told my friends not to tell him i was here,but one of them did. He quickly called his friend to pick him up and head straight to where i was.
When he saw me and i saw him.Tears begun rollin' down my cheeks and he was just standin' there lookin at me. He ran to my and gave to most tightest embrace ever and at the same time he was kissin' my forehead.He fell to his kness and apologize for what he did .. then i woke up.Fuck my dream ! Seriously,fuck my dream !
I didn't find out how was the endin'. I guess we got back together.
I swear this kind of dreams,can make me cry in reality.Lord !.
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